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.. can anybody tell me how a perfect love went wrong .. can anybody heal my heart and mend my broken soul .. if there's someone who can count my tears and all my sorrows .. oh please make him come back home..
october 4, 2008 ( 9:50 a.m)
i visited my OB (doctor)..as expected, I'm not in good condition and under observation =(
i was asked to undergo several tests by the end of this month..
October 4 ( night )
i told him about the check up..he told me not to worry and to think positively..
all day, i have been thinking about my condition..(being too pessimistic) haizz,,
after ng usap namin, i regained strength.
it's like i have all the reason to get well kc lam ko nanjan cia for me..
we played RO the whole night, nkka-miss cia kasama,,lam mo un? kht araw araw kasama, kausap at katabi ko cia sa RO but still feeling mo miss mo pa dn cia ~ sarap nun ^_^
there were dull moments pero mas masarap icpn ung lambingan namin..ung kiss nia, ung mga pagsabi nia ng "ingat ka", "love you", " mahal na mahal kita"..sarap un ulet ^^,
october 5, 2008 1:14 a.m. - guild arena in forgottenRO unforgettable place and time..
di ko na alam panu nagsimula ung big fight.. yaw ko na din icpin..
.. it just ends now =( ..
ang hirap sabihin na " mag let go na" when deep within you alam mong mahal mo pa..
pero mas mahirap maramdaman ung alam mong di na cia masaya..
ung feeling na alam mong hirap na din cia pkisamahan ka.. sakit nun =(
.. ngayn, pakiramdam ko
walang ng halaga kung anu man mangyari sa akin bukas o sa mga darating pang araw..
parang wala na ako reason para maniwala na " i will still get well"..
he's my only only reason why i fight back,
my only reason why i'm not losing hope,
my strength whenever i have problems at home..
now that everything's gone...
tell me how can i move on?
help me when and where to start..
tell how to stop dreaming..
tell me how to stop believing and holding on..
help me to stop these tears from falling..
and my heart from breaking...
help me please...oh please...
-x-x-x-sakit -x-x-x-
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