9:01:00 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
..this is the only place where i can write everything i have inside, the only place where i can keep dreaming and holding on..
October 5 ( Morning )
i woke up crying, thinking of things that had happened last night
. ... it was all gone ...
i admit to myself that i have been stubborn, childish,
and i know that i've hurted him too.. and i apologize for that..
as i went out of the room, i switched on my computer and searched for the song " Unsaid " and " You First Believe " .. the only memory that i could keep.
unfortunately, i had a big fight with someone in our house. na-apektuhan ata sa song na na-search ko sa net. sabi nia Stop ko daw ung song, wag ko daw cia paringgan ng mga ganung songs.. kundi ako titigil, pappunathin na daw nia talaga ako sa Caloocan =(
umagang-umaga nagsisigawan kami .. lam mo un?
parang wala na pumapasok sa utak ko.. parang all you could wish for eh sana maglaho nlng ako na parang bula.. hirap na ako..
was it really all my fault why i am suffering?
was it really all my fault why i am losing people i love?
am i really worthless?
can all my tears wash away all these pain i have inside?
can God still hear me? and knows what i am going through?
can God hear me crying? can He touch my heart?
can He protect me? can He defend me?
* i am crying all my misery * x_x
0 comments:
Post a Comment