♥ Not so happy post..♥
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October~
haizz..di naging maganda pasok ng buwan na to sakin.. :(
Last week pa lng ng September sobrang dami ng nangyari until October 1.
Most of us have fears, ung tipong nangyari na dati at nasaktan ka na ng sobra at ayaw mo na mangyari ulet..pero sa oras na to eh nangyayari ulet (x_x) ang gulo..
There was once a time that I fell in love with someone. We lasted for 3 years, we fought against the odds, kala ko cia na ung knight-in-shining-armor ko who will save me from the wicked witch kea lng...nung nakilala na nia ang Wicked witch at sinabihan cia na tigilan na ako at layuan na ako :( ayun he let go of me.. I cried, it was so painful, I was holding on until the day he said goodbye.. I never let go.. Every night I pray, sana bumalik cia at save nia ako..but it never happened...he was gone :(
Years have passed before I met someone..Someone special, loving, caring, tampuhin at sobrang seloso..(x_x) we've been friends at the start until we realized that there's magic between our relationship..
Merong fears..fear na baka mangyari ulet ung nangyari dati, fear of losing him..pero there were assurances that we'll never let go. Ang sarap ng feeling kapag alam mo na may isang taong nandjan para sau, giving you strength, promises, telling you that you're his life..
Honest, I started holding on again..I started hoping, thinking that this time it's for real.
Until...he met the wicked witch :(
That night, I cried, I almost end my life.. FEARS.. PAIN..
I stopped hoping, all my dreams were shattered into pieces.. di na ako umasa na kakausapin pa ulet ako ng taong mahal ko :(
I was waiting for his text, waiting for him to say goodbye.. waiting for him to let go..
Until he called, and told me that he won't let go of me and that he loves me so much..that was when i burst into tears..
*Now, as i was writing this post.. I'm still in tears.. tears of both joy and pain..
if only wishes could come true..I'd wish to spend my life with you for the rest of my Life..
.. if only there's a happy ever after i'll chose you to be my prince in every fairy tale..
There will be no other you..
- xxx -
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